FINAL DECISION

Today, i just made a major, yet impulsive, decision that could change my life. *drama*
I just hope this would make a positive change in my life. I just made a reservation at the Gapuz Review Center. so that means.... i'm not joining the in house.

The idea of not joining the in house review only sunk in yesterday when Marley told me that she'll probably join Gapuz (no, wait! Agry told me days before that she'll look for other review centers where she'll join before surrendering herself to the in house review). So, there! I called the review center as soon as i arrived home from the doctor. And when i knew the details, i discussed to my mom about this matter. she agreed with my plan and was supportive of it. this morining, she gave me money for my reservation fee/ downpayment. The whole day in school, i kept asking my blockmates about their plans too. Others don't have yet while the others are still unsure. i was the only one sure in joining Gapuz and that made my decision quite shaky. i was restless and kept asking my other friends too. At around 3 PM, i left our school and headed my way to the nearest pharmacy to buy my new medication. they had no stock so i went to Robinson's. and so i was only a few blocks away from RAGRC office, i just went there and suddenly had all the courage to join them. Maybe that's God's sign.

Though i had second thoughts on pursuing the in house, joining Gapuz Review Center weighed more advantages. It's cheaper and there are good feedbacks i've heard about them. And we get to start with the review as early as april 13! i'll probably have the right mind set at that time.

It doesn't really matter if you go to Gapuz, Labagnoy, St. Louis, IRC, PRN and etc or if you join the in house. Yeah, somehow it helps but you know that only you could help yourself. So, i believe it also depends with the person's attitude.

i know the board exam will still be 3 months from now. but my anxiety level is so high already. it's so high that i may have panic attack. lol

Saying a little prayer to God helped a lot in easing my anxiousness. Help me Lord!